Nothing yet. I know, I know, if you're anxious imagine how Elena
and I feel. Emma says, "Good things come to those who wait.". She's
a smart little one. We were kinda hoping Emma would come
to us early but it appears as though she likes it in there. The way
I see it, she's got six days left before I go in and get
her.
I've been real busy
at work trying to wrap things up before Emma gets here. I don't
want to worry about work once Emma arrives so I am pretty stressed
out trying to complete my tasks.
No effacement or dilation
yet but Elena's belly is still growing so I have faith that
time is on our side. Emma can't hold out forever. Come out little
Emma. It's so much nicer out here. Inside your Mommy you are
all folded up like a burrito. It can't be pleasant. Come out
so your Mommy and Daddy can love you up.
We received our stem
cell kit from ViaCord this
week. Elena and I had discussed this a long time ago and had
decided that if we could afford it, we would have Emma's stem
cells collected at her time of birth and preserved. Stem cells
(the controversial
buzz word of our time) are cells that are capable of being programmed
to develop into any other cell the body makes, and are currently
used to treat over 40 life-threatening diseases.
The stem cells collected by ViaCord are harvested from the umbilical
cord and do not harm mother or child.
So as I write this
I realize that it may be my last and final entry before Emma
is born. One day Emma will be big, and she will look upon this
site and be taken back to a time when her
father
and
mother were young and full of dreams, eager for her arrival and
the joy we are sure she will bring. Her first memories will most
likely be of people entirely different than what she reads here.
Those people may be a little more neurotic and over-protective,
perhaps even a bit "out of touch". Emma, although
we will try our best to balance your need for independence and
our need for safety and security, there will be times when you
will feel that we have crossed the line or stifled you. Know
that our decisions were never made on a whim, and your needs
or wishes
never trivially
dismissed, but carefully included in our decision-making process.
We have been through so much to bring you into this world, so
make
no
mistake
that
we
want only what is best
for you. I hope when you look back at this, and the life we had
together you realize how much you meant to us and how brilliantly
you illuminated our lives. Looking forward to seeing you
soon.
- Dad
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